can't sleep!

All alone, in this cold lonely night, I'm sitting on my bed, listening to some mellow music. I don't know how long I've been staring at the bearings of my clock beside my bed. This is one of those moment when I block myself out from the rest of the world. Thoughts are freely moving through my mind but I'm not really dwelling on a particular thought. I'm not controlling them, I just allow them to flow freely. Then slowly, I bring back myself to reality, back to the harsh and beautiful realities of life...