little sleep

It took me a while to sleep last night, so I woke up with big eye bags. I wasn’t feeling emotionally good yesterday, a lot of things going inside my head. I guess all I need is some self reflection and evaluation. After all, we alone can control our feelings. If we let our feelings control us, that’s not a good thing. I know some things are beyond my control, and that worrying about them is not going to do me any good, so what I can do is to alter my perception to look at things in a positive way. It’s not easy, I wish I can just follow my own advice, but I’m just human. And I have struggles too. But this feeling too, shall pass.

movie night

It was movie night for me and my family tonight. They wanted to watch an old scary movie, so we settled on the first installment of SCREAM. I’ve watched this already but I completely forgot about it. I didn’t even remember that Rose McGowan was on it. We were on this garage scene where Rose was killed, we were shouting our lungs out...but thank goodness it was just a movie!

to my dearest mama...

relaxing afternoon

I’m lying in bed, listening to the rain outside. I could hear the sound of the wind chimes as it sways with the cold breeze. I like the sound, it reminds me of my childhood. Then I put on some nostalgic music, and I start to let thoughts flow through my mind. I think of the things that happened today, and also the things that I have yet to do. See, it’s easy to lose track of the important things when you don’t pause and give yourself time to think for a while. Although sometimes I distract myself to avoid thinking, right now I just want to reflect on things. It’s a chilly afternoon, the breeze and the rain are lulling me to sleep. I really love listening to music and just relaxing in this kind of weather. I think I’m going to let my thoughts drift me to sleep...