soo sad...

It was the most shocking news I never wanted to hear about!

My ever beloved Lola Tate just died yesterday midnight... she is 84 years old. I just can't believed it myself. I tried to be calm and relax when dialing my fathers cellphone, but I am really shaking. I managed to dial it up and hear my fathers so quiet voice telling me about it. I fight my tears from falling but remembering my Lola just can't help my feelings. I burts into tears, I am trembling... I am so far away! Then my mother spoke to me, encouraging that its alright that she's now happy wherever she is now. My mind kept telling me that she's just inside her room, lying on her bed and just sleeping. The way I always see her on my last vacation in the Philippines. I am paranoid now!

Lola Tate, has been a loving and caring grandmother. She takes good care of me when I was young. I sleep in her bed at night, go with her attending Sunday mass and so many memories of her with me. When I grew up, she's always there. She also takes good care of my cousins. We love her so much!